Eid Fitri.

Assalamualaikum.

i think it is still not too late to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI, maaf zahir dan batin. well this year, as always, me and my family beraya kat kampung halaman kami or better i say at my house..

i was once asked by the deejay of "Bintang Kecil" Terengganu.fm when i am around 10 yo.. "syuhada raya kat kampung ke tahun ni" .. and i answer her " haah kak. balik kampung raya tahun ni" .. and my family lough at me because we don't have any Kampung nak balik sebab dah duduk kat kampung dah. i mean, my grandparents house just nearby..

this year, Kak Onie (my second sister) were not with us to celebrate raya.. she's having her final paper at India. good luck Kak. so these are the photos.

   

weeee.... we're cute aren't we? hahaha..

and yes.. there were some different this year.. i attend my school's alumni Raya celebration.. erk.. i know it doesn't sound weird but it takes me 3 years to have the courage to go to that school again.... unfortunately, i didn't have the opportunity to meet my form 3 friends.. miss them a lot..


my cousins..

so that's all.. nothing much.. Selamat Hri Raya once again..

Hate

hey..

have you ever encounter ; waking up in the morning with smile but spoiled in less than five minutes? that is me right now..

there's this girl who words speaks louder than her action.. macam tin kosong.. tung tang ting tong tung.. i used to respect her.. i used to blame myself for everything she did but at some turning point i just hate her.. hate her and hate her... a lot..

what i hate the most right now is, she blames me and points out my faults (which is true- that makes me hate her more) but actually she don't have any effort to fix everything back (because she's talking behind my back).. i mean, i could have done that too but she is older and she's the leader and i'm tired of being blamed and what ever.

i finished my work, i finished her works but what do i get? cursed and raged. dude please, you said you try..you try to attach us..you try to fix things.. but in fact you didn't.. you contacted us after everything is done and completed by us. shootttt i hate her!! she didn't even reach me actually even though she know i have all info in my hand..

she once ask us to be honest and tell her if we don't like us and i did and she pretended to be cool.. and today, i found out she was mad.. i expected that.. but why you ask us to do it at the first place if you can't accept it.

oh my god! i just hate her.

ps : am i using weird english?

New Kick.

Hye there.

Its been a while since i stop writing.. well.. writing as in , blogging.. urgh.. i am so unmotivated right now ; 2.48 am.. recently, i read my old posts in my old blog, kind of bring me back to life.. i am not sure if everyone does feel like i do (or not because everyone around me told me i'm weird in every way) which feels like you became a zombie for 2 years of your life ever since you got into college because you didn't laugh the way you did like in your old blog post.. yeah, i'm literally talking about me..

i don't know if you read this the way i wrote this because i'm slightly open my mouth and eyes with .. urm..


yeah a lil bit like this..

oh yeah.. i am so proud of myself because i made my own header.. clap clap.. and i think i need to start writing in english (screw my typos, grammartical errors or what so ever) - i really do use lots of "every" in this post..  what ever..

blogging is a hobby.. writing is not my style but i find it necessary because i have memory like goldfish.. when i read my old blog (you can't read it because i made it private due to heavy embarrassment of my immaturity but i do find myself cute and adorable), i was like " oh yaaa that did happened!" " oh my god! i remember that!" "hmm.. did that happened?really?" ".......... hahahahaha"

oh my god.. i have this bad habit where when i have loads of work , i tend to stop and do something else for a long time before i finished my work.. exactly like right now.. i NEED to finished a paperwork (which i need to present it next morning) but i made my blog header and create this new blog..

ps : i am weird, don't judge.