Hate

hey..

have you ever encounter ; waking up in the morning with smile but spoiled in less than five minutes? that is me right now..

there's this girl who words speaks louder than her action.. macam tin kosong.. tung tang ting tong tung.. i used to respect her.. i used to blame myself for everything she did but at some turning point i just hate her.. hate her and hate her... a lot..

what i hate the most right now is, she blames me and points out my faults (which is true- that makes me hate her more) but actually she don't have any effort to fix everything back (because she's talking behind my back).. i mean, i could have done that too but she is older and she's the leader and i'm tired of being blamed and what ever.

i finished my work, i finished her works but what do i get? cursed and raged. dude please, you said you try..you try to attach us..you try to fix things.. but in fact you didn't.. you contacted us after everything is done and completed by us. shootttt i hate her!! she didn't even reach me actually even though she know i have all info in my hand..

she once ask us to be honest and tell her if we don't like us and i did and she pretended to be cool.. and today, i found out she was mad.. i expected that.. but why you ask us to do it at the first place if you can't accept it.

oh my god! i just hate her.

ps : am i using weird english?